Clairsentience and Claircognizance

Clairscentience is a form of intuition that utilizes feeling. Clair means clear, and sentience is to feel. It usually goes hand in hand with claircognizance, or clear knowing. I have both.

The beauty of this pairing of intuitional aspects is that it is that it accurate way to sense truth, love, and also to know when something is not right as well. The knowing aspect brings in more information. For example once I was running late for a wedding. All the way to the temple I was guided which lane to go into and I arrived 15 minutes early.

I am a medical intuitive for me to finely feel is a invaluable because it enables me to feel others subtle emotions, their vitality as well as stronger energetic aspects like inflammation, tumors, nerve pain. I can literally feel the energies but without taking on pain. Sometimes in the case of very deep depression I can feel that as if it were me. I have learned how to differentiate and not over identify. Through knowing am specifically guided in how to assist.

Sometimes I am guided to go somewhere and then I find someone I know or don’t know in a situation that requires my help. Once it was in a cab, another time in an elevator. Once I saw a flower on the sidewalk and my knowing instructed me to pick it up. As I boarded the underground I was again guided to give the flower to a young man. Despite that being strange as I was much older and a complete stranger. The man burst into tears of gratitude as he had been beaten up on the train several days prior. He did not want to ride the train but got up his courage so the flower I gave was the compassion and love he needed and was the guidance to him that all would be fine!

Often people who have this gift do not understand because they just assume that we are all wired the same which we are not.

Through Pranashakthi which is the modality I use I am able to operate the fine information in a precise way. I am grateful for my guru Sri Yogacharya Arun Kumar who was guided to me when I requested to the universe for something stronger than Reiki. I have learned so much and have embodied the wisdom.

Here are some of the ways I use this sensitivity.

  1. I can tell if someone is upset before an issue arrises
  2. I assist people remotely during surgeries to keep them calm and keep inflammation in check
  3. When I want to go to a lecture and I cannot decide which will be the best I hold my hand over the photo of both people and can sense their vibration
  4. I know a persons attributes upfront when I meet them
  5. I use this with every type of healing I do both remote and in person
  6. I can feel the vibrations of when a person has taken a photo of a sacred site or simply of high vibrations.

Holistic Health Saloon and Classes • San Francisco

The short blog today is to say that on this Saturday I am providing Pranahakthi healing sessions at The Center SF on Fillmore all day as a part of the Holistic Health Saloon. On Sunday I will be teaching Pranashakthi both Level One and Two at a private home. You’ll need to sign up separately if interested in each class. It leaves opportunity gain this knowledge quickly.

If you have been wanting to learn how to heal yourself or others remotely or in person Pranashakthi is a sacred and powerful infinite dimensional modality that acts rapidly. If you are wondering what it is like you can come first to the fair and see what you think.

The opportunity exists to to learn both classes. That is what I did. My father was dying and I called in assistance from the universe.

I am going to link to an older blog I wrote about how to decide if you would be a great healer. See if this resonates.

I will include my mantra here as well.

Bindi of Vrindavan-Her Progress

Last year I was in Vrindavan and I helped this dog with healing. I named her Bindi because she had a dot of mud between her eyes in a perfect circle. She had been hit by a car and could barely walk or eat and definitely not in a straight line. It was a nerve issue and she had strong tremors. I did lots of healing on her.

My friend is staying there now and just sent me this photo. She said no more walking problems. Her body is still impacted by last years starvation. Street dogs have a difficult life.

When I had to leave I was so sad and wanted to see her and she appeared. Not only that I also within that window of deep concern attracted in someone who was know for rescuing animals and agreed to feed her for me.

My friend thinks the healing I did helped.

“Hi Carol, this was the dog you were rescuing last year. He is much better and walks very easily now. You must have healed him… thinking of you, ” Shanto

She was almost not alive when I met her. Nerve damage to that level does not normally resolve.



Creativity • Flow

Creativity is an innate muscle. Last night our electronic band The Price of Dill played a set for the Resident Open Mic at the Laundry Cafe. We’ve known each other’s style from the many years, practicing both acoustically and electronically.

I sat within gratitude after our set and contemplated why I love to play music and what are some elements of that system called band that work? What I found is applicable to all humanity. It is a riff off of a conversation I had with a friend earlier in the day having to do with how to honor each other.

Music creation is art, it is light and it is is Guru (teacher who brings light to darkness).

From a flow and structure balance, a feeling and vibrational environment opens within and out to. It is expansive to be within such an fine state if etheric flight.

Trust, courage and respect grows when you feel the safety and support within a collaboration. To surrender to the whole is a joyful process. Each person brings their element which creates the greater good. Each soul chooses their own resonance to share which magnifies self, brightens others and the space as well.

Just like those qualities or aspect it takes to create a song, so does each person bring forth their unique light of the whole. As cooperation builds in a way that is open to the flow, to suggestion, to adaptability, to humility, to peace, to honoring, to balance, to harmony, to creative evolution, to solutions-so thereby a better world becomes reality.

When humanity moves into this place of allness alignment the self is not lost. It is instead reveered and free to shine. The heart can open.

I am grateful to my band because we are three equal parts. We each speak our minds directly if we don’t like a direction. Not everything done creates a song. We root for each other. Happiness is when one of us lands a complicated melody or we help each other learn to be better. It is about the process and about collective freedom. Through creation of music there is a prerequisite called listening, truth and also ability to flow with changes, be in tempo, to have awareness of pace with each other. We have different levels of structure, different cultural backgrounds, age, but we don’t judge, we value peace, we value each other. There is fulfillment in the process.

To have a band is to learn the alchemy of a successful life. May you be blessed with whatever meaning or message you received by reading this. My finite mind has received this and I offer the message as a gift to you! May you be blessed and may you bless!

11:11 Grace Offered From Myself Was

My dear friend called to wish me happy birthday. We had an an inspiring conversation regarding unity, self-value and living from the heart. That and animal rescue. We have some matching gifts as well as correlating moral code and lessons we have lived. Each aspect of hardship experiences finely honed our realities, our sensitivities as well as to strengthened our spirits.

Our friendship occurred because she had a toothache at a writers’ conference we both attended and I am a healer is interestingly part of the message. She was able to complete the convention as a result and we have been friends ever since.

The history we share is also a deep reflection. I am weirdly currently reading a book I purchased at that conference on embracing change and stepping into true soul self. This follows in the heals of meeting a new friend who inspired me to blog again and to step into my power.

I will post this message for whoever needs to hear it can. I do not have a child. This was a letter I wrote to a client when she was kind enough to send a card to my boss for Father’s Day. I suggested to write her back and offered to draft the letter of which he was overjoyed to send as they were his sentiments delivered in an impactful way. What is the grace is this letter was written in 2014. I did not open the letter but it magically appeared on my desktop somehow. I did not even remember writing it until I reread it and know it is in my voice and I passion for Buckminster Fuller is definitely from me.

We have a dome my family built which is when I learned of Buckminster Fuller! If you do not know about him read up on him. A fascinating innovative force of social and spiritual inspiration!

This all ties into a message that I am to write. I daily ask for guidance and clarity on my purpose and these are the magical ways it occurs.

I have left out names because I do not want to take away anyone’s privacy. This is following a loss due to parental conflict and resulting alienation of the child.

Dear …..

I guess the best gift you can give yourself is to accept these facts however unpleasant and find ways to feed your soul, to have fun and be creative. Each of us have special gifts to bring forth and though you were not able to share these things with own your child, Carol tells me you were able to enrich a young girl’s life who is not related to you.

Here is a quote for you:

“Never forget that you are one of a kind. Never forget that if there weren’t any need for you in all you your uniqueness to be on this earth, you wouldn’t be here in the first place. And never forget, no matter how overwhelming life’s challenges and problems seem to be, that one person can make a difference in the world. In fact, it is always because of one person that all of the changes that matter in the world come about. So be that one person.”

Buckminster Fuller; Architect Engineer, and Inventor

Buckminster Fuller used to say “call me trim tab”. A trim tab is a small tab at the bottom of a giant ship that enables it to be able to turn. A small part with a big impact. If the trim tab is not there the ship cannot turn.

The timing and the grace infused into this letter caused me to cry in a spiritual way. My mind is blown yet again. I hope that this inspires someone. I have realized my ability to use words to inspire upon reading a letter I myself drafted.

I am a healer and it is so a part of me that sometimes I don’t see it. I didn’t know until 10 years ago that feeling and knowing were not something everyone experienced. What I deeply know is that we are all a piece of the puzzle and we need to uplift, and appreciate each other and our uniqueness!

Have a blessed day!

Please comment if this moved you! Not for recognition of myself but rather for the curiosity of the message coming through so magically!

Birthday Thoughts

Last year at this time I was in India in Vrindavan. I was living with a friend in a temple and I could do fire on the roof daily. The pundit would practice Sargam every morning, there were bells on either side and once and awhile I’d chant by borrowing the temple harmonium. Something we both knew was Hanuman Chalisa so it was a go to.

There was also young man, a monk who lived there. He was very curious about me. He was headed on a long journey and wanted me to bless him. I told him he was already blessed. I did some simple clearing of his energy and gave him a blessing because I know how, and also because he asked. It was sweet that he saw my devotion. I also feel he missed his own mother.

That time was so serene! The light was magic and my heart wide open. Everyday I bought my groceries from Radha. Sometimes the monkeys would grab a squash before I could get put it away well. The mama and babies would have a feast on the fence. Sadhana was optimal there. I did many exit prayers for my friend Matura Seva who passed and fed many poor people through food for life. I met the owner and we had lovely times!

I will be back to India in February and am looking forward to the peace that I feel. This year is Arunachala. I am practicing my Hindi as well as Sanskrit even though I will be in the South.

I am grateful for last year and the amazing opportunities that presented themselves. I was able to see Amma so many times because I was at the Ashram in India. I met so many amazing people and had many opportunities to sing and be of service. I met Shivananda and his whole Seva team. My guru came through recently. This blog is the result of support I am receiving from a friend of my guru’s.

I will post my daily mantra on Instagram because my uploading feature for video is not working at the moment.

Rescripting the Lila, the Birthday Challenge

An old blog written in 2015 popped up on my screen yesterday. I realized its impact by rereading as an observer so many years later.

I emote healing through my words, music, through Pranashakthi and when teaching healing. My heart is now inspired to break out of my comfort zone and share more of what is within me. So much has been learned and reaches fewer than my heart insists upon. When I receive support I am shown the value of sharing.

I was preparing for a lecture with Vinayak Sathe on consciousness and inspiration planned for Sunday, November 17th at 4 pm at Yoga Society San Francisco. The topic and catalyst for this blog arose out of the brainstorming conversation. I decided to write daily for upliftment to include photos and mantra. Life is precious I will share myself! It is time! My birthday starts tomorrow so a gift of myself through words, images and mantra is what I offer.