Sometimes the focus on a goal or a way of seeing and responsibilities can get in the way of living. Life can become semi automated. The set pattern of movement or routine, commute, and work can cause another world to not exist. Living in a city, disconnection from nature, it can happen. All it takes is a perception switch into presence? embodiment to break loose into high vibrations.
Visuals become vibrant or understandings can suddenly come into focus. It can be sparked by life situations that unfold like falling in love￼￼￼, having a baby or moving, a brush with death, or a breakup. It can also just occur from meeting one soul who inspires you! Consciousness shifts often go hand in hand with newness in circumstances. The lows sorrows and loss of faith transmute. Joy and being in the heart or in nature brings us up and out. When we have gratitude for the fleeting nature of an incarnation then we reset our optimism and trust. When we ourselves are of service to the whole we ignite hope in others and make the world a better place.
There is also the blessings of personal devotion. With sadhana vibrancy and color, the aliveness of nature all become amplified as well as intuitive guidance. Knowing and compassion are ￼also heightened. When one is well rested and peaceful optimum presence is available. More happens without effort.
In the last few years I have been focused on the inner, on learning and honing my spiritual being.i have been in service but in a one on one quiet way. I have been more inward and solitary. Today at a friend’s urging I decided to go see a movie. It was what I needed to bring me back to myself. To just do something not in my norm.
I noticed since it has been so long since I bad been to that theater is there are no more ticket sales from humans. There are still those who scan tickets with digital devices. There was also no longer attendants accepting money at the garage. I have noticed automation coming and more and more with robotic person replacements. From retail, reception and coffee. It has not been that long.
The message of the movie itself reflected the positives of society we are moving towards. The expansion of consciousness, opening to our collective gifts and following prompts to follow our dreams.
As I drove home I took a different street past the encampments of people who don’t currently even have a roof over their head. It feels like the numbers are way up and the wet cold is even colder. I appreciate what I have which is warmth and a place to myself out of the elements. How do they get through all of this.
So I am in this space of seeing all that is. I feel the pace of the city quickening. On Christmas Eve I almost got run over by a car going 50 in a residential area. I am grateful that I am still here because I and as anyone reading this must know each purpose is important. I am glad I did not leave in that way. The ashram was across the street and it would have traumatic to others especially Christmas Eve day and the location.
That same night however I also heard an angelic choir at Grace Cathedral and enjoyed the company of two dear friends. The energy was so high!
Something hit me very hard once, thinking about what one little man could do. Think of the Queen Mary — the whole ship goes by and then comes the rudder. And there’s a tiny thing at the edge of the rudder called a trimtab.
It’s a miniature rudder. Just moving the little trim tab builds a low pressure that pulls the rudder around. Takes almost no effort at all. So I said that the little individual can be a trimtab. Society thinks it’s going right by you, that it’s left you altogether. But if you’re doing dynamic things mentally, the fact is that you can just put your foot out like that and the whole big ship of state is going to go.
So I said, call me Trimtab.
Everything is shifting, the set point is a moving target which requires optimism, peace, awareness, faith, trust and adaptability. Stay positive and be the love you are! Go with the flow even when it feels heavy or foreign. Self doubt is only illusion. Everything is shifting and clearing! Let 2020 be your pathway to light. Be who you are and know even that your perception of that can shift. While the collective is important so is each being. There is no other you. Each person is gifted for what they are here for. No one has the same gift we are all like snowflakes. Even our voices are one of a kind. There is such a thing as a voice print and no two voices are the same. Happy New Year to a special soul!